A few days ago I was grabbing a piece of gum on my way out to the door for class and noticed that I had already eaten half of the gum I had brought. I reluctantly popped it in my mouth with the realization that I just can't live without gum; I've got to find somewhere cheap to get some more gum, but cheap anything here is impossible to find.
For weeks now I have been craving something to drink besides water. But Denmark does not sell instant anything. No Crystal Light. No Lipton Iced Tea powder. With soda costing about $3 or $4 for a 20 oz bottle, and every other drink costing even more, I had no choice but to suck it up and just keep drinking water.
Tonight I got home from class at 6 pm. I was pretty hungry, but was waiting to eat with my friends so I still had about an hour to kill. I looked around my room with disappointment. I had no snacks that could tide me over, and I wasn't about to make myself a sandwich. The meat and cheese here are just too expensive to snack on.
A couple of weeks ago I was talking to Matt about how I felt spiritually stranded here in Copenhagen. Faith is not popular, and very few people attend church, leaving me with very small odds of actually finding a church I liked or even someone to go to church with.
Yesterday I was realizing just how much I miss my family. Ben and Grace were playing Careers, and I would have given almost anything to be there right next to them joining in the game.
On Saturday I got home from a three day trip through Denmark and realized I had next to nothing in my fridge. I woke up Sunday morning with an upset stomach and couldn't get out of bed until about three in the afternoon, after all the grocery stores had closed.
But through it all, God has been more than good. He has been amazing. Right next to me through everything, all the challenges I never even thought I would face while abroad.
Aunt Car sent me a package that I got today. It was filled with gum and water flavorings. I don't know how she knew that those were two things that I desperately needed. I have to credit it all to God. And thank you so much, Aunt Car, for thinking of me. I enjoyed my first pink lemonade this afternoon :)
My mom sent me a package too that I got today. It was filled with crackers and nuts and gummies and banana chips and all kinds of fun snacks. And coffee. And flip flops. And things that I didn't ever tell her that I missed. I almost cried. thanks, Mom, for showing me how loved and missed I am. Thanks, God, for delivering it on the exact day that I needed it.
About a week ago I was sitting next to a guy in my Human Health and disease class and noticed a Bible in his backpack. I askd him why he was carrying it around, and he said that he was doing his devotionals this morning in the city. he told me about the college group at DIS on Tuesday nights. I went that Tuesday. It might have been small, but I was so so happy to be there. God taught me tons that night. And I was surrounded by fellow believers for the first time since I stepped into this country. Now I am leading the Bible study tomorrow!
Then today I was grocery shopping and ran into a girl I met during our study tour. She told me that she had overheard me on the bus talking about my brother being a youth pastor (thanks ben!!) and asked if I was a Christian. We ended up talking for another half of an hour about our faiths and how they are influenced being in Denmark.
Two nights ago I was walking to the train statio and was stopped by a Danish man on a bike (don't worry, he didn't have on a short-sleeved, button-up white shirt and the Mormon Bible under his arm). He gave me a tract in Danish and I told him that I didn't speak Danish. But we ended up talking for a while about his church, I told him I was a Christian, and he gave me the address of his pentecostal church and told me to come sometime, even if the service was all in Danish. It gave me hope that Christianity is more alive in Denmark than I first realized. Perhaps there are more Christians out there than I thought.
I got to talk to my family yesterday. And I loved every minute of it. And I even got a card in the mail from my mom all about the happenings in the Palm household, complete with an awesome drawing of me giving Ben a huge hug (as always). It was the taste of home I had been craving, and a reminder of just how much my family loves and misses me.
And while I was laying sick in bed on Sunday, my friend went out and bought me a huge bottle of Sprite. I stirred out most of the bubbles, in true mom-style, and drank the whole bottle, which helped me get back on my feet. I just couldn't have made it out of my bed without my friend's support.
God is good. He always has been and he always will be. And it is so easy to see him moving here in my life in denmark, once I paused and began to look. I am so blessed. So I just wanted to send out a thank you. Thank you to God for never letting me out of His sight. Thank you to Aunt Car for knowing exactly what I needed. Thank you to Mom and family for sending me the greatest package anyone could ever dream of. Thank you to Dad, Ben, Ruth, Becky, Laura, Marty, Marty, and my best friend ever Grace for constantly having enough time to hear all about my adventures in Denmark. And thank you to everyone who has sent me an email or facebook message telling me that they are keeping track of me and loving me. I love you all.